argghh! (T_T)

hmm,, nothings change... (^^,)

i got home at about 5:30 today,, mejo exhausting day pero aus lang.. Mejo hindi nga naging maganda pakiramdam ko ngaung araw dhil halos parang nagkasakit ako ngaun pero i still need to go to class, mahirap maiwan sa mga lessons e.. kaya 'no choice' tsk tsk tsk.. grabehh,, halos guzto ko na nga umiyak kanina sa sobrang sakit ng stomach ko.. promiz!! kya nong pumunta me ng clinic, eon pinainom naman nila ako ng gamot,,kaya nong mga bandang 3 o'clock na, mejo magaling na ung sakit ng tiyan ko and mejo naging okei na rin ako.. (^_^)

pagkagaling from school, binuksan ko agad itong computer para gawin agad ung mga pinaggawa ng prof namen sa Info Tech na sobrang dame.. grabbeehh tlgah!! kelangan ng umpisahan ngaun un para before ang due date, which is on friday, e mapasa nah,, tsk tsk tsk! bc bc-han na nman ako diz wik! ARGGH!! sana nga lng magawa ko na xa as soon as possible!!

ahmm,, nga pla.. may natutunan akong bagong lesson ngaung araw na 'to.. cgro un ung hinahanap kong sagot from the tasks na ginagawa namen, (krishna, meckz) which is the yearbook.. Kase naman nakakainiz ang mga tao,, hai naku,, kse ung yearbook kng ndi namen aackasuhin e wla na talagang ga2wa.. naiiniz lang ako, kce sbe ko kla meckz, cgro kung may incentive or parang 'grade' ang paggawa ng yearbook, definitely tapos na un,, cgro kng may award lang ang maka2gawa ng yearbook nong 4th year pa kme, ang dame na cguro nagpaunhan para gawin un!! tsk tsk tsk! ka2gigil!! arrgghh! isa pang naka2iniz,, e ung mga taong nagta2nong kung kamusta na ba ung yearbook namen.. aus lang sana mangamusta kng how its been doing, kung may progress ba or what kce parang kahit paano e mejo concern sila (sana?!) or kng gusto lang nila icheck ung yearbook,, kaso ung iba kase reklamador pah! kame pa ang sinisisi kung baket ang tagal ng yearbook! tsk tsk tsk! kaasar! wag sana nila kmeng ibLame kce it's not our fault,, ewan ko ba kng baket napakairresponsible ng ibang tao! haayy!! pero kagaya nga ng sbe ng nanay ko, may Diyos! lahat nman kce ng gingawa nten e naki2ta nya, kaya kahit mapancin, makita, maapreciate or balewalaen lang ng mga tao sa paligid ang mga gingawa namen, he can see it!! xa na lang ang bahala in the future! hehe! bazta anjan lang palage si God.. he's just watching us!

nweiz, kinda weird but im not feeling good.. hmmp,, parang i want to scream!!! pero ndi ko naman alam ang isisigaw ko! hahaha! *sigh* geh,, gtg.. BIG BROTHER na kase eh! haha! *mwaH*

i'm surprised!!

whew!! sa wakas, natapos ko ng basahin ung novel na "NO BOYFRIEND SINCE BIRTH".. hehe! i was surprised by the ending because it can be maybe Mike, the guy who always teased Rudie everyday, who could be her first boyfriend!.. Life is really full of surprises! nweiz,, juz read na lang the novel, it is fun, ndi nakakaboring and has lots of twists! (^^,)

Part nong novel, Rudie asked herself...

"Will I ever find true love? But before that, will I ever have a boyfriend? How does it feel to have someone to love and trust and be with everyday? Someone to call when work sucks, or watch a concert or movie with just to relax? Someone you can turn to and confide in and ask advice from and rely on --- because you know that he shares the same perspective as you? because you know that he sees the world through your eyes.." --> share ko lang! hehe!

Maybe once in my life, I've also shared the same thoughts as Rudie.. Kase nman noh i'm already 18 years old pero i've never been committed to any relationships.. arrgh! Kahit once!! That sucks of course, pero nowadays, parang okei na lng saken! hehe! Now, I'm not looking for one person to love. I'm not deliberately looking anymore. But my ayes are wide open for many lovable persons out there who are equally capable of giving me love! haha! (^_^)

In summarizing it, may point si Rudie when she said that..

"What was I doing thinking that all it takes to find true love is a good marketing plan? Being an idiot, that's what. There are just some things that are immeasurable, unpredictable, and therefore fun, exciting and cosmic. It's not something you can make calculations on in order to arrive at the desired result. It's not something you can make a goal of.."

-->> Love does happen at the right time!! (^^.) ... cEz <<--

a different FriDaY!

hmm,, today, i had a nice daY! HEHE,, actually compare ko sa mga past fridays namen, hai naku super nakakastress tlgah,, buti na lang tapos na report namen about Spanish Colonization which took us 2 meetings, each meeting 3 hours ahh.. (oh dba ang haba ng reposrt nmen,, at ang bigat pa ng LaPtop! whew!) and natapos na din nmen ung mga paper works namen sa Info. Tech.. haii,, buti naman magiging masaya na nman ang life namen nila Krishna and Ana dahil tapos na lahat ng dapat tapusin!! hehehe,,(^^,)

ganito kase un, every friday ang day na sobrang nakakapagod para smen.. kce we are going to go to class which is History & Government at 10 am and will end at 1 pm..wala kameng break dhil 1 pm naman magestart ung info. Tech namen hanggang 4! whew! grabeh diba,, kaya tuwing friday kung pede lang wag mkipagkita sa mga frendz namen e ga2win nmen,,hehe!! kce baka bgla kmeng tanungin,, "stress ka??!" hehe.. yan lagi ang punch line namen kapg friday.. Pero iba ngaung araw na to! hehehe...

May quiz kame sa HisGov about Spanish Colonization,, haii naku kung magre2view ako daig ko pa ang nag-aral para sa finals dahil sobrang haba tlga non! kaya in short, hindi ako nagreview! heheh! bahaLa na si Batman kung baga! haha! kaya nong nagQuiz kme knina nagulat ako dhil 1/4 ng yellow paper lang ang hiningi ng professor namen na mukhang habang tumatagal e bumabaet! infairness sa kanya ahH! hehe! eon, mejo madali lang ung quiz niya.. kaya aus lng tlga kung ndi ka nag-aral basta dapat nakinig ka sa kanya.. tapos after the quiz, dhil absent ung mga next reporters, diniscuss na lang ng prof namen ung ibang part nong American period.. tapos nagpaggawa xa ng activity samen.. & then, while doing the said activity, pinasa ko na sa kanya ung written report nmen.. heheh! tuwang-tuwa xa ah dahil may picture nmeng 3 un.. heheh.. wala lang napagtripan lang namen lagyan ng picz nmen para maiba nman! heheh!

pagkatapos non, nagpunta na kme ng McDo para kumain kce maaga kme dinismiss ni Mr. Ramos! hehe,, kea un.. habang andon kme, binigay na sken ni Ana ung book na "No Boyfriend Since Birth".. haii, out of stock na tlga xa kaya nanghiram na lang ako.. hehe! sa wakas mababasa ko na ang book na dati ko pa trip basahim.. yepey! Habang kumakain kame, pinapanalangin ni Krishna na sana namn daw wala si Mr. San Pedro.. heheh.. aba!?! mukhang effective! heheh.. wala nga kameng prof! heheh! yehey na namn! nagpa2plano na kme manood ng sine non kso may play sa skul and sbe kpag nanood daw kme may incentive daw sa subject nmen! HMMP,, no choice! hehe,, kya pinanood na lng namen ung play.. Aba?! infairness sa mga Maguayen, (nagorganize nong play) ang ganda ng play nila which is entitled "Ang Prinsipe ng Marulaya".. parang korny and boring diba pero maganda ang story niya and mejo may pagkaComedy kaya ndi naka2antok panoorin.. panalo sila.. galing! (^_^)

"God is good all the time.. All the time God is good!"

mwah!

-->> cez <<--

tired??

haii naku,, life is rily a very tiring job!! hehe.. ndi nman ako maxadong busy this days, pero i juz feel that parang minsan "pagod na ko"! whew! maybe i juz need more time for my self...

last night, habang nanonood ako ng tv, one of the casts of the show said that.."People tend to look for a lesson to ease the pain!".. haii,, when i heard that, parang tinamaan ako!! hehe! ewan ko ba,, ang motto ko e "everthing happens for a reason!".. kapag there is something going on na ndi maxadong good or maganda, hindi pedeng hindi ko sabihin sa mga frendz ko ung motton ko! heheh! kce i rily do believe in it.. Pero minsan, i also asks myself,, ano ba tlga ung mga reasons na yon??! haaiiii,, i hope i'll know it before everyone does para alam ko na ang dapat kong gawing moves.. Lahat ba ng nangyayari sa buhay natin e may lesson?! or are we just looking for it to be able to surpass our life's struggles for happiness and love?!

anyways,, so much for this na nga.. wala lang siguro akong magawa kaya biglang ang daming questions and pumapasok sa utak ko this past few days! hehehe.. i just wish that before my birthday comes,,i'll know myself better.. (^^,)