Long time no see!!!
hmm.. yesterday evening at about 8:10, while I was doing and finishing our written report in Chemistry, a guy and a girl knocked on our door.. nagulat eko.. si Cynthia and Kevin pla un..hehe.. nangangamusta pla sila at niyayaya nila me na pumunta ng Jhocson..haay!! nong una, ayoko tLga dahil I have a lot of things to do pa and super dami tLga plus ngaung Sunday e may final exam kmi sa CWTS..Haay!! pro no choice! nahihiya me sa knila kasi nga ndi ko n rin naman sila maxado nakakasama..so in short.. pumunta me ng jhocson kahapon..andon si Lui and bezfrnd kong si Jheng..marami pang nangyari but i just want to focus sa taong I have not seen for a long time...c Levitt po un!! heheh.. he is my classmate way back our high school years.. pwomizz..sobrang gwapo nya.. hehehe.. guzto ko lng po eshare kce he acts and dresses different now.. ndi n xa katulad nong dati..but still he remains the "levitt" na crush ko and groupmate ko dati.. I'm very proud of him kce he is really a very down to earth person.. SOBRA!! bazta, makikita ko rin naman xa ulit maybe sa birthday ni Meloh and of course sa brthday koh..hehehe.. un lng.. gwapo pa rin xa mga frendzzzz....hehehe!!

Long time no see!!!

hmm.. yesterday evening at about 8:10, while I was doing and finishing our written report in Chemistry, a guy and a girl knocked on our door.. nagulat eko.. si Cynthia and Kevin pla un..hehe.. nangangamusta pla sila at niyayaya nila me na pumunta ng Jhocson..haay!! nong una, ayoko tLga dahil I have a lot of things to do pa and super dami tLga plus ngaung Sunday e may final exam kmi sa CWTS..Haay!! pro no choice! nahihiya me sa knila kasi nga ndi ko n rin naman sila maxado nakakasama..so in short.. pumunta me ng jhocson kahapon..andon si Lui and bezfrnd kong si Jheng..marami pang nangyari bau i just want to focus sa taong I have not seen for a long time...c Levitt po un!! heheh.. he is my classmate way back our high school years.. pwomizz..sobrang gwapo nya.. hehehe.. guzto ko lng op eshare kce he acts and dresses different now.. ndi n xa katulad nong dati..but still he remains the "levitt" na crush ko and groupmates ko dati.. I'm very proud of him kce he is relly a very down to earth person.. SOBRA!! bazta, makikita ko rin naman xa ulit maybe sa birthday ni Meloh and of course sa brthday koh..hehehe.. un lng.. till nxt tym..

Love has come my way...

love, love has come my way..
and everybody's gonna be okey..
and it will always be a happy day
because love has come my way...

haay!! I think heart evangelista really sung this song perfectly..at mukhang ngaun ko lng po xa naappreciate..hehe! haay!! ewan.. ganito pLa filing noH parang ur always floating!! haha!! ndi nman ako adik!! hehehe.. bzta.. some of my friends can relate to it..pro im really very happy!! happy because I met someone like him.. hmmm.. cno kya xa.. bzta.. magbasa2 lng po kau ng blogger koh and soon u'LL find out if who's the man I'm talking about!!! un lng..hehehe! till nxt tym..

Love has come my way...

love, love has come my way..
and everybody's gonna be okey..
and it will always be a happy day
because love has come my way...

haay!! I think heart evangelista really sung this song perfectly..at mukhang ngaun ko lng po xa naappreciate..hehe! haay!! ewan.. ganito pLa filing noH parang ur always floating!! haha!! ndi nman ako adik!! hehehe.. bzta.. some of my friends can relate to it..pro im really very happy!! happy because I met someone like him.. hmmm.. cno kya xa.. bzta.. magbasa2 lng po kau ng blogger koh and soon u'LL find out if who's the man I'm talking about!!! un lng..hehehe! till nxt tym..

my hectic sked..

hmm.. haay.. to be honest i don't know kng paano p ako ngkakaron ng tym pra magsulat dito sa blogger koH.. as in sobrang dami ko talagang gagawin! finals ko sa SocioLogy on Wed..may report ako sa Chemistry sa Monday, finals n rin ng CWTS nmin, may talumpati me sa Sining on Sat... tpos kung ano-ano pang assignments and quizzes n dapat asikasuhin..haay!! but anyway, maybe it will be fair enough for me if sometimes I should give myself a BrEAK! hmm..sana matapos n tong sem na toh..grabeh.. isa pA pala.. maLapit n po birthday koh!! hehe.. at buti pa sila Krishna nagpapalano na ng mga isusuot niLa and take note mukhang mas prepared pa sila sakin ha..haha!! pro dats okei at least maaga pa lng they are already preparing for the said event..unlike me..hehehe!! un lng.. i just do hope dat on my birthday everything will be fine.. i hope to see all my friends der and my love ones..especially c *toot* hehe.. chige po!!..

A phase of Love...a friend or a lover??

He's your good friend. She's your best confidant. You have known each other for a few years and have shared meals, movies, hobbies and vacations. You have confided to each other about your latest love interest and turned to one another for support when the relationship(s) failed. You can't imagine life without your good friend.

But for a while....You've felt jealous of his dates. You've been overprotective of her since she has been seeing the jerk. You've been havingvery strong feelings of attraction and a desire for something more than friendship. Could it be that your feelings for him/her have grown into something more? If so, your relationship may have developed into a "friend crush".

You don't know what to do. You know you want to continue spending time together- more time. But it's getting hard. You fantasize about having more with this person and are beginning to feel like a jealous would-be partner. Do you pretend everything is the same? Do you start distancing yourself- hoping your feelings will go back to the way they were? Do you actually TALK directly and honestly with your friend about how you feel?What will happen to the relationship if you make the WRONG choice?

Just as all people are unique, so are the characteristics of their relationships with others. There is no one-size-fits-all answer to this increasingly common dilemma. So, let's take a look at your options.

You can:

* ignore your feelings, keep your boundaries in check and pretend everything is status quo In order to choose this option, you must be able to deny your feelings so well that even you don't know what they are. You will also have to continue being comfortable on the sidelines while someone else has the relationship with this person that you desire. You will most likely be asked what you think of this or that person and be expected to be happy and supportive of your friend when they meet the right someone for them. In return for all this, you will still have your friend.

* begin to spend less time with your friend (crush) while seeking out new friendships to pursue and strengthen. This option will most likely cause confusion and hurt on the part of your friend who will wonder what happened. They may be understanding and accepting of your need to spread your wings and support you in doing what you need to do. Either way, you will see less of them and your relationship can weaken and perhaps disappear altogether as they move on with new people. If you can distance yourself for a while and no longer feel the romantic butterflies, you can always give them a call and may be able to pick up somewhere near where you left off.

* continue the relationship with your own hidden agendas - a desire for romantic intimacy and the hope that the person will realize that they feel the same wayIf they become involved with someone else in the meantime, you can work to sabotage their new relationship or you can leave them wondering where all your anger and hurt feelings are coming from. You can spend a lot of time and energy handling it this way, without anything to show for your efforts but the loss of a good friend.

* have an open and honest discussion with your friend regarding your new feelings for them This is the choice that seems to be the hardest for folks to make. Often what I hear from people in this position is that they fear "ruining the friendship" if they discuss their feelings honestly. While this is a very understandable concern, it isn't well thought out. It is emotional, not rational.

Look again at the other options. Every one will bring about a change in your current friendship.Why?Once your feelings have changed, so does the relationship. Ignoring them, hiding them or distancing yourself will lessen your closeness and the positive dynamics that flow between good friends. You can't go back. You need to decide how you want to move forward or if this is an option for you.

It is also possible in choosing this option that you will learn that they have similar feelings for you that they were afraid to reveal. Therefore choosing this option could result in romance and a love relationship based on true friendship.Intimacy exists in all close relationships. It is the ability to be completely open and vulnerable to another without fear of harm or rejection. So, by definition, we cannot be intimate with another while hiding or denying our true feelings and needs to them.The choice will always be yours. Choosing wisely is about really knowing the options, the consequences they bring and what will be best for you and your friend.

The Gift


God gave me a wonderful gift
It came while I was not expecting it
It brought me so much joy
It had to be forever

The gift had laughter and smiles
It warmed my very being
My spirit was lifted
It had to be forever

The gift had compassion and caring
It allowed me to share and to grow
My soul soared like an eagle
It had to be forever

The gift had such passion and desire
More powerful than anything I've ever known
My body was tingling
It had to be forever

The gift had love and warmth
It took my breath away
My heart swelled with emotion
It had to be forever

The gift had sorrow and longing
I ached to see you again
My heart moaned
It had to be forever

The gift had friendship and understanding
It was pure and good
My whole being rejoiced
It had to be forever

This morning when I awoke
I thought about this gift
My mind raced
It will be forever

who am I???

hello!!! I'm cecile... as in C - cute, E - enthuasiastic, C - courteous, I - innocent (hmm..hehe!), L - lovable, E - extra-odrinary!!! hehehe!!! un lng po!!! nxt tym n lng ulit!!! cge.. mwuaahh!!!!